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romantic porn
**And I need to be everything**
I have had this not really "developing
realtionship"with this guy Mike.We worked together,and he had spent the night at my house a couple times before since I would never allow him to drive home,anyways,so off and on we talk.We chat with each other online and so on.I never really thought about dating him kindof thing,I mean,I am not ready for that right?He brought it up to me last night when I was at his house,and I told him the truth,that I dont know if I am ready for that yet,that if I did date that the person would haveto understand things,and that yes,I would like to try it.I have never "dated"in my whole life.But I think it might be okay,we talk,we talk about things and we never hold things back...and we have always been like that.Anyways,I can honestly say that sexually....he makes me want him even more.Now we havent actually really "did it",but jesus,the little make out sessions are fantastic.We explore each other in ways,I really never have explored before
Its like the every inch deal.I mean,its just fantastic,its hard,its soft,its aggressive,its gentle..it is so everything.The way he touches me,the way he does everything is just fantastic and it has been SO long since I had that.Its like he totally fucks every inch of me with his touch,all the while,he is making love as well.I love it.I dont know how to feel about the way I think.I never really thought that I could like being touched in that way,its like shit you see in a romance movie only with a little bit of porn as well.Its weird,its beautiful.Its something I have been missing and wanting,and looking for.I dont know what it all means,I dont know how far it will go,I dont know anything but I am happy with the way we can be with each other,and its not like we know each other..bits and pecices her and there,but each time we talk,we find things out about each other.Like I asked him if he had animals,and how long has he lived here and just things like that and I think that even though we took things to fast,we still keep it slow and I really enjoy that.
7:35 p.m. - 2004-10-23
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