----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- living friends **Whatever It Takes**
**We all collide** I bought peanuts yesterday for my squrrials.I sat in at my kitchen window and waited for all of them to come but it didnt happen until I put more out this morning and then I sat in the window for a good 30 minutes.I noticed how alive it is in my back yard,how the birds all come together and leave quickly together only to come back in a second or so.How my little squrrial friends seem to be always doing something,keeping themselves busy.How I wanted to be a part of all of it.Part of the movements,part of the "living",how I just wanted to feel.I stopped thinking of all that when I thought about my night and how I tossed and turned and how I just wanted to go back to bed,and thats excatley what I did.I left the little perfect world,the world that separted me and the living and I took my ass back to bed. 11:34 p.m. - 2004-11-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
||||||