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*I fake it So Real Robert said something to Ty about Kyle and Xena and Ty looked at me like it was a taboo thing.Like it was something wrong.I drank the whole bottle that night,and I was so fucked up that I ended up throwing it away...when i couldve saved it.Maybe if I saved it I wouldnt feel guilty drinking another bottle.He was all happy about the wine rack,you know,like he wouldnt ever drink the wine,and neither did I.Except for once,cause I bought some and went over there,and I had drank my whole bottle,and he had drank most of his barcardi,and he looked at me and asked me why I was going to leave to go get another one when he had some right there?It was still early yet,and it was warm out,cause Bob called and I answered his phone.And I had to go outside to give him the phone.Cause he was fucking around in his Sears van. **Kill me Pills** This zoloft crap is not working out for me.I think once again I will stop taking them.I would perfer to stop taking that then my little *energy* pills.But I will still get the re fills,just because I can.And I want to stock up.I have still yet to make a *genie* appointment.And I really need to.I haveto get something better that I already have.I haveto be more crazy and just tell someone how *it* feels.I haveto actually cry in front of someone.I haveto let *it*all out.And the more I think of it,I think its worth it.I think its worth it because,why not stock up on everything and anything?After all you were "crazy" 8:20 p.m. - 2004-11-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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