----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The more you suffer,the better you are **It takes my pain away**
**Death Becomes Her** My aunt is dying.She is dying slowly.She says she wont be around for Christmas,and its quite sad because I dont want to go to a funeral,I dont want to visit her with the smell of death on her.I dont want to see death as it really is.I dont want to be reminded what it really is.I perfer to think my own thoughts of death and dying.That being that you are still alive yet,you just dont feel or care.I dont want to be any sadder then what I already am.I dont want to sit there and watch someone die right before my eyes.Maybe thats selfish,maybe not,I dont know,but I do know that I wouldnt handel seeing her very well,and even though I am not close to her,its the whole point of the "death"part.I would leave her house knowing that the next time I may see her,is when she is in a coffin,and I dont want or need that vision in my head...I already have enough in my head 3:08 p.m. - 2004-11-19 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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