----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hurt is good He came over the other night.And I didnt tell him.I still havent told him.Yet I am back with him.To me...its all about trying again,all about second chances I guess.I will give him another one.And with giving him another one means forgiving and forgetting so thats what I am going to do.And truthfully?The pictures?Right now they mean nothing to me.Its the forgiving part that means something to me.He is not bad.Maybe he has some problems but dosent everyone?I dont know...he has stuck by me through alot.Through me not talking to him not once but twice...and he still tells me that he loves me...what else is there to do but give a second chance?This is a guy who has sat there and watched me cry,a guy who has sat there and watched me fall...and here he is ....still there.Thats got to mean something.On a whole different note....I went to get some work done the other day...some skin work,I was disappointed that my guy wasent in,but he called me tonight,and my idea for my tat..is fucking great.It means alot to me and I need it done.And I am ready for the pain.I know it sounds dumb,stupid...whatever,but I am ready. 2:52 a.m. - 2006-02-11 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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