----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Lets think this over I know what my problem has been.I took a four day binge and stopped going to the "situation".And I was doing so damn good for a while there.So now that I have realized that I hate my body,I hate myself when i dont go and do the healthy thing,I once again start today.This time though I wont stop or take a little"break".I also gave up smoking and its quite fucking hard,yet getting easier as the days go by.Which brings me right back to the "situation"...I do NOT want to gain weight because i stopped smoking,I would perfer to be healthy and stay that way.Funny how almost a week of not sleeping will make you come to your senses huh?Well...we will see where my mind will be at tomorrow. |
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