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----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- All kinds..... I am turning into an addict.I want and need sex.All forms...any form.I want fun sex.I want rough sex.I want normal sex and I want that sex where after you are done?You just cant...fucking...believe you did that.I could feel my heart pounding faster today as I watched a time warner cable guy.I am crushing on this young kid...maybe 18 ...maybe even older who works at Piggly Wiggly.I want excitement in my life...I want adventure...I want to screw and I want to fuck and I just want to go absolutely crazy and have a kick ass time.Have I shared that I havent been taking my medication regularly?I dont think that its the reason I want to turn into a amature porn star..I think I am just fed up with holding my craziness in...and maybe never getting the "fun"i need.The other night they were selling dildos and cock rings and shit on the home shopping network....wtf?The HOME SHOPPING NETWOK?I had no clue...but I watched it and I really wanted some things on there yet...almost 200 bucks for a god damn dildo...no thanks.I am going to have fun with this feeling I have...and I will be safe doing it.I will not cheat...but I will have fun. 5:07 p.m. - 2008-01-08 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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