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**Savor the night** I know I have met my match.He kissed me so hard last night,he kissed me with feeling.He took my lips and acted like they were his chew toy and I loved it.I wanted so much more of it.I wanted him to tear me apart,I wanted him to put everything he had in him in me.I wanted the force,I wanted to mix the pain with pleasure,I so wanted it.All day long I have ran my tounge across my lips and felt what he gave me,and its not painful,its wonderful.Its wonderful because I FELT it,I FEEL it.And I think of what other damage he could do to me if we ever go that far.And when I think that,I get this incredible feeling in my stomache,and I get so excitied thinking about the damage,I get so excitied thinking about what could be done.
I think we havent gone that far yet because we know maybe that we shouldnt?I really dont mind having whatever we have where we dont go to "third base",I may want it,I might want to feel what he has for me,but I wont allow it just yet.Or maybe he hasent.I dont know.I totally belive that this time its worth the wait.He makes me want him,and he knows it.What he gives to me now,is so good,its so worth it.I love how he makes me breathe when he touches me.I love how he makes me feel when he takes me into his arms and kisses me.I love the fact that he makes me feel these things again.(even if it does mean nothing)I can smile at things right now. 8:41 p.m. - 2004-10-30 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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