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----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What the fuck is happy? Tonight I am feeling stupid,I am feeling quite dumb.Josh WANTS and NEEDS me to understand things,yet I cant.I cant see the things he sees,I cant make myself want to see it the way he sees it all.Sorry..I am just me.I have realized that if I dont care about certain everyday things that it makes life just a little bit better for me,I am sorry that it dosent for him,but I am thinking of myself,because I haveto.I haveto because if I dont..then I am miserable.If he dosent realize that I care about him then O well.I can not and will not try to make him understand my ways.I cant and I wont and for that I am sorry.I am soory towards him.That I am not and can not and will not be that miserable person he might be looking for. 12:38 a.m. - 2004-08-19 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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