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----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Its OKAY to hope I have been thinking about all the shit in my life...or at lease all the shit that was in my life,and I feel okay. Josh is a good guy.He is an awesome guy that would probably do just about anything for me.He would be the one that gives me what I want and need.And for the longest time I sat there and thought that these guys I was so called liking would be the one that would do all this shit for me,but in the long run,I knew they wouldnt...I just wanted it that bad,so I belived what I wanted to think.I dont know......life is weird right now.Its going OKAY,and thats the fucked up part.I mean,I have a good person inmy life,I am starting to have friends....real friends not just Amanda,I am getting along with Dan,Ty is doing good,I am just doing alright for myself and I think that its all going to be okay now....I hope. 4:18 p.m. - 2004-06-08 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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