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----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Eger Eyes I was told today that I smelled like somebodys casino,which meant,I guess I smelled good.I was also told things I didnt want or need to hear.I was told about how I wanted the whole picketed fence deal and bla bla,and I got mad.First off...no one fucking knows me outside of the bar...so why even bother to lable me?But he was right.I do want the things he said,yet not from anyone....from myself.He was wrong,I was right...whatever...he wanted me to get nakedf with him as well,so it was all just drunken talk.No big fricken deal...just yet anyways.
And he came up there and left after the one beer I bought him.And that made me turn quite bitchy.I havent hubg out with him for maybe over a week,yet it dosent bother me,yet it does when he sees me or I see him and he says"gotta go..ill be back"well.....fuck you for all I care.I will get my stupid house WITHOUT you.I will be happy WITHOUT you.Like your friend said....I have no clue why I am with you,but I know that its not for material things or emotional.I died a while ago,and even his friend could see that.And his friend is so right
He told me not to be stupid,to think about what I want,and then he would tell me.And he told me that he loves me yet hates me,that I died a while ago.And I told him that he was right.I didnt tell him why though.And I hate him,yet love him,because he told me what was in my head. 5:40 p.m. - 2005-04-19 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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